This Letter is for You

Dear you,

It's been five weeks or so.

I know I'm still not over you.

It might be hurtful for both of us to keep this kind of feeling deep down. 

I noticed some of your feeling shown in words arranged so beautifully.

I read them, as if I had trouble recognizing the language. 

I reread them just to make sure it was you who wrote them, not some kind of spiritual being possessing your mind, making you unable to be you.

I know I miss you, or let me rephrase that, I know I miss us.

I must have dozed off many times in my well-being state.

I could have slipped something out of my mouth that I did not know of.

I may have had self-loath for letting this happen.

Because of this bothering matter I am having now, I really do wish that I still had you around me. So that I could speak my mind and trouble you with my unnecessary stories. 

I know you would just be there and listen.

I know you would let me pour my heart out and talk for hours.

I know you would get the point and say a thing or two and that would make me a lot better.

I know you would smile and eventually laugh at me when I realized that I was being hyperbolic about the what I thought was a big deal.

I know you would just pat me like a good dog when you need time to think what you think would be the solution.

I know you would do whatever it takes if you think you care about my problem, too.

So, you,

I am not asking you for anything.

Alas, I don't even know what you think of me now.

Or for all I care, I don't want to know...

You,

You've always said that I am a good writer. You've told me I am a unique story-teller. So here I am writing you and telling you the story. As it has always been, unimportant, cheesy and pathetic.

You,

I hope you are doing great. Because now, I only wish for your health and wealth, for I know they could lead you to happiness.

You,

I beg for your forgiveness and please don't worry because I forgave you.

You,

I won't regret having to have known you. Not at the slightest. Because God sent you in my life as a blessing. 

Be grand, you, for you are loved :)

Sincerely,

Me.